My apologies for the minor freakout yesterday. I don't normally get like that. As my best friend reassured me, it was at least in part due to transition anxiety. I knew from the beginning that the MLIS program wasn't fun, and apparently its pretty common to feel upset at this stage in it. I'm meeting with a professor tomorrow, which should be helpful, and Saturday is Autumn Blaze (Christian concert day in North Jersey) with a good friend.
Thank you to everyone who sent hugs, comments or wishes... and I'll try to keep freakouts to a minimum.